Birthday, Birthday's gift....and it's meaning

July, 22nd is my b'daaay!

sweet seventeen.......

I dunno why, but i just feel there's something 'different' in my B'day this year. No, it's not a surprise but, there's lots of people who say " happy birthday" and ask me" what do you want for b'day gift." Moreover, my dad wanna held a birthday party for me-i never had it since ten years ago). so, i said :a big NO

Birthday, it mean plus one for my age's number. The differences is, when im seventeen, i get an ID Card, positition as citizen and individual, i get a right for votes, have my own asset and a bank accouunt above my name. One year older, which mean i get more demands to be an adult, have more responsible and grow more mature.

Honestly, im not a type of person who think that birthday is important ...

In my opinion, b'day isnt important. except for those elders( who supposed be grateful for their long ages). But, for young people, why you are feeling soo special?

"today is your birthay? ...so what?"

Im not a type of person who say "Happy birthday" to someone whom i dunno/not familiar. If i rarely have a conversation with that person, why i supposed to say 'Happy birthday'?

Im not a type of person who celebrate something routine and ordinary. I'll say 'Congratulations' if that person deserve it, when they gain success, win a competition or get an achievemet. (I think people who pass rehab deserve a congrats). Birthday isn't an achievement. Wheter the person became better or worse, birthday will always comes every year. So...what makes it special?

Being older doesn't mean being mature...

Birthday gift, i think the one that important it's the gift's meaning itself....

Im not a type of person who like giving a gift or a surprise. that's simply not my habit! I'd rather give someone something that he/she needs. IF i had a money, i certainly will ask " what do you want? specially, what do you need?" (i hope it's not expensive)

Im not a type of person who like to receive a gift freely. Except it was something that i really want, like a books, schools need or drawing toolz. Besides that, if they asked me i'll say "Make something for me! Anything!"

this is probably one of the best b'day gift i ever receive!

my dear friend, cintra made it for me...

tadinya rambutnya ada 3 helai, rontok satu

Many people ask me :

"What do you want?"

"I want a gunyuu! " -_- (blegh!)

nah..bingung deh .....mau cari gunyuu dimana coba...............

there's something that simply cannot be purchased.

there's nobody think to made it by theirself???

A Picture, Drawing, Letters, Story, Comics or anything is okay, as long you made it by yourself.

Honestly i do really love and appreciate something like that! coz it's not purcasheable!

I never tought that i can get a real-touchable-gunyuu in my life.

Sometimes when i say iwanna Gunyuu, i really say in the real meaning.

Simple gunyuu. This is the reason why i feel very pleased when i get many fanart from deviantArt.

So, if there's a birthday. I oftenly give an original drawing as b'day present. Ugly, useless and cheap. Undestansbly, im only good in drawing, so i give the best that i can do. Altought the picture is ugly, there's only one-ugly-picture like that in this world, the one which i made for you!

'i made it by myself, specially dedicated for you'

Is that sounds sweet and meaningful now?

It's not about the gift itself....It's about the meaning inside.